public private personal particular predestiny
potentiality path possibility probability passage
place below the base of the pole
EARTH
foundational support for the vertical load above it
the life journey traveled
space and distance meaning memory mission
crossroads communicator
connection
complexity
causality
coincidence
contextual
character
container
pin in the map of my prepubescent boyhood origin myth
that comes down to my left testicle
moon missions returning symmetry to bring it all back
hydro seal surgery US navy at Newport
time travel sincerity synchronicity singularity
grounded in the return by my grown-up son moved out of state driving us out to say hello to the ocean
possibility probability Perrin progeny placement potentiality
the apple does not fall far from the tree
a nonlinear relationship between subject and object elastic connective forms changing over time.
I see there is now a reverberant acoustic test facility with electromagnetic interference and compatibility test areas in the area of my last boy hood home before moving cross country to Rhode Island, I hadn't realized the family was there temporarily because of medical procedure for me, I fell in love with the place, my mother commenting that I had picked up a New England accent in the months we were there.
end of childhood crush where the insides connect to the outsides and the universal connects to the particular in a world moving around from place to place
personal primal proto projection point placement
harmonically sensitive vibrating awareness of the unknown unhappening beneath the measuring stick
obvious awkward protective root of masculine comfort awareness
hanging from behind
vulnerable from below security
support seat of power
defensive subconscious sensuous structure serious seminal source
a pair of balls
responsibility and accountability
embodied life force regulators working backstage behind the scenes shaping growth in ways that the free willed carriers of these organs cannot themselves conceive with their mind, brain and central nervous system
holders of ancient wisdom anticipations
hidden ancestral awareness assumptions
hungry for opportunity in a world imagined from afar long ago
tenacity and resilience extraverted expression of empowerment for extravagant action bloom as flowers all around in this world
Pollen as paternity as process is passing on more than genes particularly precise paranormal projections
perturbances the color shape and scent of the petals arranged around the center of all flowering plants
a subjective and objective conduit catalyst confronting challenges shaping the future in the field of participatory awareness with genetic switches and protein gates responding to spontaneous extracellular stimulation from an outside dimension signaled by others with other senses attracted to the goings on.
the interpreter of inexplicable events at the base of the vertical axis
habits and feelings/thoughts and beliefs
fertility is choice in coupling between systems
centered balanced and timely mating displays involving voluntary territory magical movement promoting growth and offspring through specific challenge rituals
lunar and solar influences on the living energy exchange of the earth
healthy sexual activity increases physical novelty and energetic spirit flow between the living and dying beings sharing the place over time nutritionally adapting as communities in environments to experience unknown seasonal change as an interspecies group centered on shared space place and habitat of the natural land over a spiritual independent identity and individual survival with a liminal libido
I will never be certain if it was my left or right testicle that contributed the y chromosome to form my son thirty years after my surgery conceived him, some twenty-five years after that I have to look close to see the abdominal scar knowing that his maleness came from me definitively naturally passed directly from me uniquely fertilizing or partnering the microscopic egg growing within the girl turned woman turned mother who asked her son to drive us to the ocean bringing the return orbit and reentry/rebirth or so they say, it is magic to me prenatal paradoxical polarized predeterminism peculiarity of people and personhood and the man my son has become, the place he has chosen to live
a balanced pairing close to home with emotional mediums
with the directive to not exploit the art for egoistic purpose
respect the force within the form
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