Tuesday, July 21, 2020

host attention awareness - visiting awareness attention

Neowise over Ashokan photo by Eric Sheflin
What we expect to see can differ from how and what we look for.

At some point sense becomes localized, meaning and reference internalized.

The other is a presence put together with what information we can gather, and a great deal of our own imagination and conceptual structure.

Sensitivity and exposure the major components of  contrast and definition in recording.
Recording is communication, a muse inspired art involving mind, memory ,and feeling shared.
More than subject object spiritual dimension messaging the medium is a third party channel.
Visiting company- intelligent conduit-creative matchmaker -spirit trap capturing the moment.



There is a special quality to the lingering summer twilight on the adjusting vision and mood of the viewer.
After the dramatic sunset the intermission transition of sensory stimulation shifts with environmental scene changes.

fast!

My Wife was flipping on and off the high beams on the familiar way to our nearby landmark where we would meet a friend to show us the comet.

A few patches of misty fog as you might expect in the mountains,
 hangs low twisting surface silhouettes in space without shine or shadow.

The parking lot looked full, but we found a spot before the complete darkness of a moonless night set in.
The road was the closest crossing of the city owned reservoir to get to home, closed to vehicular traffic for a number of years it is now a walkway over the dividing wier  between east and west basins.

Walking out over the gap with our masks on looking for the shapes and sounds of our friend, telescope and camera.
I had brought along some cheap field binoculars of my dads for my wife and nineteenth century opera glasses in a reproduction reenactors cartridge box for myself.

I had seen the Hale - Bopp comet years ago visiting a recovering father out west having been released from the care of the neighbor to the south.
The significance of the phenomenon not being one that was sought out at that time,
This time I am not a simple witness but a stalker searching for a guide in the form of a passionate hobbyist to point me in the right direction.

The right place at the right time-the sky dome all around ,finding a friend without trouble to point out the international space station arcing across the intermitted strobe and running lights of air traffic,
My old opera glasses hyper extended in a wobbly way, but I was able to peep the suns light bouncing
off the orbital platform .

I had watched the initiatory launch on television,
 of the nations human space booster with a returning descending first stage accompanied by an east coast autonomous spaceport drone ship named ,
 " of course I still love you"
The home port near the hospital where my dad died, the funeral home that cremated him.
There are people living in the light moving across my wonky bent lens.
Through dust and scratches smoke stained eyes still see bright otherness motioning, suggesting a determined pathway exists.
Safe Home to the crew not yet returned in their vessel, all of us spirits in transit, lights on the move.

I was a dimly  perceivable presence in a pandemic socially distanced viewing opportunity sitting on the black top letting the horizontal barricade cut a line over the reflecting water.

 Orienting and grounding gravity lying on my back looking  up and out,
 feeling safe as long as I wasn't trampled in the dark by the children and attendant adults who's voices carried in the night before the comet would let itself be seen.

The light of the comet that we see is like that of the moon , planets and international space station, reflected sunlight.

Atmospheric conditions tend to set the limits for visibility as well as line of sight.
The difference from the luminous ambient glow of surroundings is detected first by peripheral vision enhanced and on alert a motionless light anomaly visits familiar space ,
presence of autonomous other?
Ghost and guest , unexplainably experienced by the naked eye for all to see.
A steady breeze made for little regular lapping waves on what my friend was hoping would be a flat reflective surface for the image he would capture.

It was hypnotic
The light
The sound
The feel
I take My mask off so My glasses stop fogging up.

Just out of my vision,  I hear a familiar voice observing the telescope and laptop imagery of the comet ask my friend,
" Did I see you at a party of the Perrins'? "
surprise magic friend encounter!
I mask up.
My Wife was able to get the image above from the familiar voices husbands new hand held phone with special long exposure application for photos of the night.
I think he said he had to be perfectly still and steady for seven minutes to get it,
 he shared it in less time than it took to make it,
in My Wife's phone before we said  thank you and goodbye.
The opposite view of the other side on the return was equally a surprise light show of fireflies, blinking among the pines magic friend encounter! with a glow that was not reflective of a singular source of radiant energy like the sun or stars but a multiplicity of individual bio luminescent beings backsides broadcasting breeding intentions with internally generated brightness.

I'm currently working on a painting of that view while writing this and thinking about the reflective body of collected grains and particles of frozen  cosmic smoke that are blown by the solar wind in the vacuum of deep space as a tail that is a trail of atmospheric debris melting away from the surface of an object with an unknown center, the composition of the inner circle is hidden.
 a mysterious core,
 a solid material composition and substance that
is manifest as a spectral shroud held together with its own agency independently
 responding to internal and external electro magnetic dynamism and gravitational fields .
travelers outside of our solar system, outside of our immediate family or group believed to be the source of the earths waters and the seeds of life on this planet.

Saturday, June 13, 2020

Friday, May 1, 2020

wild thing

People teach fear.
People teach blame.
fear of what is not in our control.
fear of what is wild and untamed..
People glorify domestication, artistic expression,technological advances,industrial commercial market exploitation.

People teach that you can not proceed forward without future revenue projections responsibly.
People teach dependence on artificial systems and manufactured specialization.
People teach  competitive sport, cultural and societal rule and morality.singular responsibility
People teach good - bad= life- death=right-wrong=winner-loser=happy- sad=sharp - dull-on=off.
                                        SAFE   -    UNSAFE

                            certainty                -  uncertainty
           civil                                    -hostile
                                         healthy-sick
                                             self-others
                                                 us-them
People employ metaphors and use symbols to exchange information and speculate on the success or failure of the imagined productivity of various spaces or beings contained therein.
People own things for amusement and self benefit - believing that as a possession it is possessed and empowered by the will of its master..
People reaffirm and recognize their own value judgement as to how things are expected to behave,
 when they are not working right, broken,sick, worthless or unwanted.

Private property is not seen to have its own free will and destiny, its own life and reason for being.
A border and boundary both physical and metaphysical that exist  in peoples minds,
any other occupier of claimed space are trespassers.
Material substance is a thing people can touch hold and identify with in a life experience that is moving and changing with time.
Things become references, reminders, relationships that add a sense of permanence and purpose to peoples lives and livelihood.

Spirit in stuff                    People love stuff       Love in stuff          Stuff of love
Affections and appreciations for inanimate objects and animate life forms, living in the past present and future!

People can  be gentle and considerate in Interactions with other things
respect spirit- unrecognized autonomy- individual potential - Life force
bursting forth on the scene
emerging from a hide away within
coming back around
again unaware




Tuesday, April 21, 2020

characteristically distinctive irregularities of pattern transition within dimensional persistent parallel symmetry

Explicitly vague overview of interior complexity and nuance ,
 the truth of the matter  never an
obvious omnipresent exterior conscious perception of universal standards of reality,
but of multiple awareness,
many minds, many thoughts, many ideas, many spirits, many desires,many skills,
 many dreams
naturally at home in all beings great and small, multifaceted adherents to their own world views.

Individuated expressions of image and the imaginings of the viewer as well as the process of imagination and the private extra dimensional realities contemplated, considered, contained,crafted.

Constantly- making up our minds, forgetting the role of memory, confusing-then and now, here and there, self and other,

 alone in our thoughts, our feelings, our experience, our reaction, our recognition.

Consistently fluid motions changing structural cohesion properties in the characterizations of circumstance .
harmony and dissonance in orders and arrangements, the composition of all subjects and objects
matter that matters moment to moment to matter that matters, immaterial  minds mingling.

out of body experience - sensory awareness - exterior consciousness - non local resource

spirit exchanges - circulated conceptions - regenerative information - comfort foods - shared dreams

There exists a natural split between what is, perceived or not;
 and what is remembered,
 expression and communicative intention are not limited to current human language trends.

The interrelationships between elements and energies- abundant living and non living systems complexity built upon interior and exterior interaction as part of something -that is part of something.
our shared reality is not a product of individual awareness, but collective narratives.

Observation and description , no matter how clinical, scientific, or scholarly- is story telling.
presenting ideas for the consideration of others is Art.

The human directing management limiting access of control and connection between letters and words, paragraphs and pages,sentence and chapter, organ and body,illusion and magic,
 Saw a lady in half ?
The Audience and Act.
The Performer and Venue.
The Industry and Trade.
The Sky and the Sea.
The Group Mind???
The collected distribution and circulation of  mindless groups of codes and pathways, definitions and proportions unimaginable, in the community of the cosmos with no sense of Natural cohesion,
No Belief necessary!
No understanding required !
No Guarantee delivery !
No Judgement review !
Nothing special except the special specter in knowing nothing of the trick or tale.

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Sunday, March 22, 2020

Monday, March 9, 2020

what can you say?

Lines of communication can easily be crossed unintentionally.
Unusual encounters and strange events, juxtapose themselves on an internal dialogue,
 between the process of understanding and discovery,thoughtful attention floats and travels.
 this constant search for meaning is a structural function of communication that takes place within  individual awareness,and collective transient expressions of directed energy or force applied, message              signal                                                                       influence     test
 a  conversation that is interrupted by a third party outside of the control , language,and intelligence of the individuals or identities routinely referenced.
Characterization of experience,
Expressions of perceptions,
speaking your mind,
speaking for yourself,
talking to yourself,
talking out loud,
or so you think.
Lines of communication can easily be crossed intentionally.
Routine behaviors and common assumptions,assert themselves as the ways of things,
below the reach and grasp of reality,  transmissions of unknown sources are received.
an unrecognized dialog of give and take that is intentionally ignored, and not addressed
rational self interest a shadow of social anxiety casting personal doubt upon the back and forth
cause            effect                                                                              hope     fear
intuition is information from somewhere, how does one chose to respond or react to this idea?
sharing with others the unique sudden thought.
Uncertainty of offerings,
Challenge of acceptance,
listen to your heart,
listen to your loves,
hearing with compassion,
hearing spirit guidance,
or so you think.

Sunday, February 9, 2020

honorable mention

Just as I have come to understand the disservice done to ones own sense of truth and knowledge in simplistic value judgments, it is also insulting to the various subjects and objects that make up experience with potential reason, feeling, sense outside of  perception, characterization,description process, a miscommunication and transmission of disinformation that sends a message,treating others as play things and props for entertainment and amusement, often without consent or permission is nasty.

If the expression and opinion is based upon respecting the unique individual moment transpiring genuinely, authentically, sincerely between multiple subjects and objects out side of mind and imaginings, culture and myth, expectations and desires or fears.
Trusting - Hoping - Wishing

Veneration is the quality of appreciation, caring for and bringing attention to,elevating,
 promoting, to revere or show reverence for something is to see it as  above the common base,
stood up ,put up on stage, up on a pedestal for a time in it's turn.

Displaying  of recognition or recognition of displaying qualities and virtues explicit in others.
Discovering of appreciation or appreciation of discovery in the great ways of things all around.
Developing of participation or participation of development of truthful arrangements free of traps.
Directing of attention or attention of directing the benevolent exchange between spirits existing now.

Judgment of and by others outside of ones own knowledge takes place - unseen witnesses to observations and opinions of unintended audience , misaddressed attention in conflict - contest
 ceremony - customary competition - the promoting of disrespectful exchange, occasions of discrediting debate,spectacle of cruel sport! arguing about nobility! fighting about virtue!
looking for winners!
labeling losers!
to decide what is worthy of respect?
what can be celebrated or worshiped?
what can be mentioned and honored ?
The names , shapes and forms of things are not the contents , but the package,
not the ingredients,but the label, not the book, but the cover. not the champion but the trophy,
not the god but the idol.

 Honoring the mentioned -assuming ,ignoring,the rest, the unnoticed, unpicked ,unworthy, unknown.

 The discovery or establishment of Spiritual Hierarchies is the opposite of my pagan experience.

The need to seek to think well and speak well of things at special times is the simplest reverence .