Sunday, February 22, 2026

BryanwithaWHY


 I have a deep-rooted habit of questioning in my nature,

subtly different than always looking for answers as a learned behavior.

Searching for truth has never been my intended spiritual mission,

markedly different than my involuntary reaction of discomfort from lies and falsehood.

Direct observation of the natural world informs my beliefs in magical reality coupled with a sense of                                                                      awe, marvel, wonder




when people make something sacred, a space or offering, it is a separation from its natural normal function.

its purpose and intention transformed to honor the sharing of blessings for the greater good 

the practice of respecting the beneficial efforts involved within kind relationships amongst spirits.


Perfection and Purity are human hygienic value judgments in reaction to corruption and idealization

impositions on the natural order establishing authority and hierarchy of belief with social conformity.

Clean and Unclean                                Safe and Unsafe                              Lucky and Unlucky

because some thing is a popular belief does not mean it is true,
and so, it is with unkind
 disrespectful
offensive characterizations, language, actions, expectations
stealing the story, controlling the narrative,
 promoting disharmony and disabling trust with hypercritical contrast

the seeking of advantage, looking to dominate, taking by force or trickery, winning at any cost is the industrial competitive pollution I try to spiritually keep clean of.

                                fear is not part of the spiritual picture I perceive or provide.


                                       spirits freely invited to share in hospitality with gratitude 

giving of attention, expressions of caring, appreciation of effort, part of an extended community

                                 belonging in being in what was brought and what your bringing
 
                                                                         blessings

Thursday, January 22, 2026

attention dimensions shadow


resonant cells echo the subtle body

 counter spinning coils cavitate concrescence

excitable energetic envelopes

expanding and contracting

rhythms of relationship between interior and exterior pressures 

frequencies in wave pattern vibrating sensitive boundaries

oscillating currents directive patterns in the movement of life force

polarized receivers grounded in the earth informed by the sun

responsive to energy radiant or reflected

light and shadow                     warm and cold

contrasting cycles and completing circuits 
 
 front and back with top and bottom

charge and discharge
 
continuously revolving central core axis
 
turning vortex births balanced breathing beings

corporal containers of awareness full of memories and feelings

tastes and proclivities, alignments and attitudes

reasons behind what they do- what they do
 that are outside of a singular individual perceptive field

positive and negative ends make up the whole

 and complete magnetic gravitational fate destiny polar projector

 interacting with greater cosmic influence and geologic time

embodied habits           critical judgement     choice      decision making
          
                            consciousness is connective not fixed

moving and changing in an impermanent imperfect world
reason                wonder            imagine            dream

friction from times passing is part of this experience state
beyond the being
 outside of the physical anatomy
a sense of direction