Monday, August 23, 2021

humus ~harness = hubris ~ harvest


 Hinging on the ability to help or hurt.

Our actions or inaction are part of a larger circumstance and context beyond individual awareness.

The belief in pursuing optimization of function

Making something different 

Creating change for the better

invigorate and stimulate

clearing and cleaning  

encouraging vitality

without vanity or pride

What emerges is not exclusively imagined and intended

Elements can be over looked ignored or excluded from the composition to direct the attention

Sacrifice is a dispossession for benefit

loss of the whole of what was available to be given

Truth is

 not- a wish to be made

 not- a promise to be delivered

not - give them what they want 

Idyllic fantasy is not a balanced expectation of what is and has been.

no way to project outcome

no way to enhance growth potential 

no way to be honest


 Trust  that action and meaning are not perfect.

Appreciating  things that are exceptionally gifted or giving is natural to life.


simplifying ritual relationship to contract singularity with judgment of good and bad is a human thing.

exaggerating dominating uniformity hierarchy importance ability as superior to others is a human thing.

standards morals punishments religion history law science fiction  medicine art communication are human  things.

Culture of cultivation character complexity crafting 

build beg barter boon born bias

ingenious solutions = technological saviors = better leadership

human concepts claimed collected controlled crops

controlling context  circumstances and conditions

possession of the field

passion for the play

popular presentation of service

people the reason the world exists

or so they like to hear

or want to hear

banishing variables for security

appealing to our collective self importance

what we must do to survive

growing out of the nutritious now below the surface of our being

bound to a purpose and pursuit of effort and struggle not completely of our own making or desire

fed by life before us

food for life beyond us

our dream is not ours alone

humility ~ humanity




Tuesday, August 10, 2021

inner world of everything


 An inner dimension exists in the outer surroundings.


There is a agenda outside of our own.


Trying to fit in and go with the flow are not unique survival strategies to anything at any time.


Everything living and non living participates in an action drama of temporal change.


Every thing participates and has participated in a degree of change in their environment.


Inspiration respiration expiration    who's breath are we breathing ?


Souls systems sanctuaries    impressions expressions dimensions.


The problem is not about human nature and the end of the world 


The problem is about global private ownership and how the commodification of  surroundings - extracting resources converts natural life wealth into a modern human monetary symbol in the form of a number.

People are not culturally indoctrinated they are commercially exploited.

reward award something received from outside

payment value currency incentive leverage

players in a game.

trusting the rules.

Where an organic cycle of life and death has been supplanted with buying and selling,  

the nature of existence has been altered for the participants.

Information its distribution and access are sponsored and glamorized.

Independent observational reason is atrophied, contemplative thought and review are differed to professionals.

secret buried treasure



existing for experience -

experiencing to exist -

imaginations aspirations dreams appetites bodily functions life cycles -

Beyond individual control or making -  yet felt personally  -

experienced by the environment  -

inside responding to outside -

outside responding to in -

Worshiping the space from which life sprigs forth -

the place that supports a multitude of biological activity in profoundly microscopic ways -

echoed in our origins older than birth =

resonating with the regenerative capacity in adaptation inherent in all things of this world=

 = instinctive balance = 

= changing awareness of a changing world =

A world that made us to live and die.

= sharing and interacting =

 = Belonging to a bigger picture than intergenerational memory can frame =

 = a community larger and more complex than traditionally acknowledged =

Unexposed developing something exchanging with what was something else

inside of everything all around .