Friday, April 21, 2017

plays sow attuned

border crossing migrant Gods and Goddesses

concept experience builds upon itself
anticipation presupposes perception
before any action or movement there is a subconscious retroactive premonition.
A preconceived relationship between cause and effect
The drive behind the move
Drawing of Group of Gods and Goddesses and Goods in transit

or the move behind the drive
a destination not yet materialized,
results yet to be determined intuitive impulse puzzle
The assembled group voyage
before emerging from the formless mist and fog,
from above and beyond,
 the bright and shining reach solid shore.
Before We were Folk,
We were Yolk.

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

place scene attract

seduced by convenience
segmented compound eyes see a bigger rainbow ,

 a broader spectrum of light,

yet they,
  like us,
  see what they chose to see.
find what they are looking for.
anticipation  of Future outcome.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

plea seer entranced

                             presentation persuasion proportion projection prophecy protection
                              promotion placement prominence privilege predictability pattern
                              pagan path priority place partnership prayer performance practice

Tuesday, April 4, 2017

Please See Attached

Zero point field prominence in collective structural elements and properties,
 within and outside of colony or individual growth patterns,
 inter-generational adaptations, emergent groupings, unconscious culturing of Place.
 introspective extroversion in spatial awareness- response to relationship behavior to Surroundings.
Spirit Stimulation
Environmental Exchange
between  what ever is around
Sensitive Borders - Subtle select, safety, security, share., sympathy.
 out of body
Magic Adhesion Dimension
More than meets the eye
 perpetual perceptual loop


Wednesday, March 29, 2017

beyond belief - hold that thought- never mind

within surroundings
carried away
 appreciating contrast, seeking definition
 - not the same as promoting extremism,
  pressure to simplify and express certainty of conviction.
ephemeral and eternal

 the way things burn up,               the way things melt down.
pressure gradients  responding          density, weight, composition.
symmetry of sympathy  
form and shape
material substance

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

close to home

Between Holidays is when the real magic is going on.
Between Rituals , the real action is taking place.
Spiritual relationships exist beyond our defined time and place for them.
 Our control of situation, action, intention, ceremony and symbolism is not what it is all about.

The Secret is not in mastery and meaning.

Simply something with sensitivity, shelter, song.

Friday, March 10, 2017

Thursday, March 9, 2017

resembling association- associating resemblance

say what I see
Memory, Meditation , Mound Journey,Manifestation,Modality Malleability
Masks , Masquerade, Mummers, Minstrel, Mischief
Raucous Representatives outside culture and societal norms.
 Mutating Monsters, Mockery ,Morphology Mobility Media
 Public Painted face parody performance
pan handlers parade    disguised vigilante rebellion
Traveling band or troop,  mysterious mob, carnival crowd
often representatives of a bizarre  representational other.
Played to the Low Brow, often at the expense of the High Brow.
Mimicry  Mastery Mystery

Ritual Costumed closed circle clubs that focus on belonging- not belonging in secret

Retribution revenge resistance retaliation are shadow,dark,(hidden),
When you play with the power to spook, frighten, or intimidate another,
 you are messing with the Black Arts (no light).
Magical gangster gangs, Manipulators of the free will of other Humans,
false information,
 tradition of  ,justification for aggression. and nasty, ugly ways and habits of keeping score and getting even.
Trigger Blood feud rivalry
 perpetuating Psychic threat,spiritual unrest, cosmic discord in the name of  ----  order.

Who is in charge?, of the People, by the People for the People 
De-Regulation is Anti- Moderation -destabilizing ,disenfranchising,  giving away of control and authority.
Cruelty over compassion,
Coercion over consent ,
Careless as opposed to considerate,
A lack of sensitivity to what is going on.what is fair.
Fertile ground for predators and cheats in a game without rules or referees.

Bad Magic            actions cloaked with meaning, identity,  violence wrapped in a message.
Perversion and reversal, fear and hate., pain and harm, winning at all cost . deception. description.
knocking over Tombstones and De-funding Planned Parenthood .

Disrespect for Humanity, hurting of the Human Spirit, Contempt for the Soul
Not acknowledging the Human condition,Health and well being.
 Artificial Social Toxin
Political industrial pathogen
The Dark side
scary mask

This is not a force of any Mythic or Religious Cosmic Evil Being,or ghosts of evil Dead.
No Devil or Demon
It is An ancient Human Tradition,
 of allowing people to  take advantage of  others
 to get a -"head"..
Look the other way...
It is none of your Business,
It is a  collective Human Behavioral " Game Face"
 Certain in Our cultural ghost costume, Do the ends justify the means?
How- Low- Can- You- Go?
When effort is being made to undermine, discredit , put down?
Get Up!   Get Down!
Punishment for Social transgression, behaving outside of  station and standing assigned , denying opportunity, access, Discrimination ,privilege,entitlement.
 Old Ways relived like they never were...
Dance and dazzle ...........
See what I am saying?

Friday, March 3, 2017

lady bugs that are not lady bugs

groupings and clusters             arrangements and forms

appearance flying psychic type, erratic continuity,   journey- journal practice
  who is responding to the Questioning Spirit?

Shortly after My last blog post,
 I receive a text from My Wife,
 about My Bugsynchronicity  blog Buddy going into the Hospital unexpectedly..
I go down in the Basement,
 where I Have My Personal Work Area and Ritual- ready- to-go- zone,
 with Magical hoard and otherworldly Portals, Idols and such.
The same place that I have come to do the Monthly ritual inquiry,
that gave me a glimpse,
at the vision,
 I saw,
 to paint in watercolor ,
 featured in My last blog post..

Before making Offerings,
 I notice My Ancient Wise Head is not in it's Place......
The first time in the many years that I have been pouring it drinks, and feeding it questions.
Some how the porcelain Big Nose Scull with Bonewits Laws of Magic embossed cranium and wired on  crystal eyes had come down from it's bobble head base,
Landing on the concrete floor with a single break to its free Moving Jaw.


A functional Idol of the first class of being the Clergy Order worked to develop a continued relationship with.
Assembling and constructing a Physical Material form for the spirit to manifest and animate expression.
Spirit  speech
Any Time,  Night or Day

Movement is Life

shift - lean
balance habit
mend- repeat
Rhythm Religion

Wednesday, February 22, 2017

appearance-perception- characterisation- depiction

Water color of Spirit image I saw on instructional vision journey many moons ago.

Spirit Manifestation in a shared dimension of time and space cohesive, coherent,collaborative.

A different sense is being appealed to.
Things are not seen or heard as they commonly are,
authentic phantoms,or episodic hallucinations, religious mysticism . 
Mutable properties of sound and light, unperceived between the beats of the rhythm and the flow.
Contact -conjuring- confirmation


confuse control communication conflict
 cunning  creative conjunction concept
 community comfort creed context

The differences between a delusion and a spiritual vision are often revealed, by what , and how the situation is described.
Is the Vision-Voice directing,influencing action, is there threat of consequence?
 a perceived need to prove loyalty?
To deny or denounce? commitment and contract?
Consider Caution

I have been cultured to promote the appreciation and gratitude for what has been given , to try to show respect and honor for the continuance of the Tradition of Good Will- Learning. My Priestly Craft.

The guided meditation process and practice shared in the Clergy Order is a reminder,

My original proto prayer of childhood was not one of thanks, but of inquiry.- seeking guidance .
My Wild Cry of Help!
Please give me a sign!
Tell Me what to do!

Perhaps the most Pagan Truth is that the forms , shapes and descriptions of Spirit Allies changes  continuously.
Being able to discriminate between the common, and the uncommon occurrence or event is more important than associations and attributes we learn to apply to them.

critical concern collapse unconventionally close


Continuity in coincidence.

Case of the Class of contacts, called ," Court of the Sky", by Clergy.
claims, connections,disks and Moons, call for prayer.
My One Illustration, above of Vision from the Order practice, that I seldom put into words.
 Weird Winged Conscious  Cloud Witness
Complexity of minutia associations,relationships and strange connectivity beyond physical knowing.
 Hard to describe .

My Son tells Me to hold out My hand,
so he can use his augmented reality app game on his phone,
 to take a picture of Me ,
 in the car, at the grocery store,
with a character I recognized by name,
 from memory,
 from the old card game,
 We played when He was a child.
 Collecting cartoon characters for competition,
 one of My Favorites, a rare flying psychic type.
It evolves into something that reminds Me of something,
from Carlos Castaneda books I read, when I was my Son's age.

I did not see it, but it was with Me.

train to be a master

Wednesday, February 15, 2017

hypnogogic phenotype - hypoallergenic archetype

 involuntary reflex

patterned behavior display characteristic of a liminal drift in awareness in response to a suggestive state between rest and action.

incubatory culture

Bed time stories are psychic hygiene and social influence,  dreams and nightmares
that are a planted cultural artifact, not the expressions of the individual subconscious.
A reality tunnel, or thought channel.
It is easy to overlook the obvious.
It is difficult to ignore recurrent  unlikelihood.
Thought virus - group mind - over soul
 At what point does the imaginary become accepted as Real.,  reality imagined = imagined reality?
Fantasy defined, Magic explained?

When something is able to replicate and proliferate between beings-worlds-hosts
passed on, without  knowledge,or consent.
 an instantaneous recognition and association with perceived understanding

perpetuating passive probability induction participation,
 Agency  as a volunteer contributor within the franchise.

Saturday, February 11, 2017



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Monday, January 30, 2017

not the last of, not the least of

 Mysterious communications

Magic of discourse and dialogue.
Messages sent,
Messages received.

past private picture portraying public pagan political progressive pondering parallel popular premonition  puppet-play-pandemonium pursuit possibility- personal priestly power proclivity promise premise persuasive parody protagonist

Debate as a form of prayer,
Learning as a Spiritual Journey,
Inquiry as a devotional technique,

Thursday, January 26, 2017

not my understanding, not to mention-not with standing

Pagan Praise Poetry Patterns had as much to do with Worldly Patrons, as Personal Practice of  Magical Art.
It being necessary in a Culture that Sees bragging about your own-
( skill, wealth,deeds -merits-good fortune,)
 a potential invitation for trouble for you in the future.
Ones upon a time...

If My rusty recollection of reverent,relevance, reference is right ,
Reciting remembered reason in three acceptable respectable ways.

The rowdy, call to action!
The sorrowful,  lament of loss.
The calming,  rest, and  dream.

The basic repertoire of the competing  Bards who sought  favor in the halls, and at the functions of Noble Patrons.
These Roots of using voice and ritual to show respect and Honor have a shadow in the Satirist.
Instead of persuasive magical speech that avoids insult, there is a intent that is offensive.
Instead of winning reward in fair play, the original satirist was trying to extract award as redress for perceived  offense or wrong doing.

 Black Mail? confronting Power? Character assassins  , real or imagined are the illegitimate sorcerers of the dark arts of cursing-foul play -shameful / social antagonism .
Dirty nasty Poetic polarity, professionally you can't have it both ways particularly with a emphasis on class division and specialized labor.

The legitimate guild of praise magic and the  illegitimate magic use of word and action for insult and injury were perceived as being related to one another by the practitioners, at times, but could never be acknowledged or recognized by the Patron- Nobility - Class.
I wonder about the poetic process,
inspiration,motivation,intention,the magical conduit of thought and energy that People are,
Love and Hate

There is a unseen vocational Spiritual Directing intelligence in Politics and Religion .
Maybe, specialization and expertise skill and craft, applied arts, are lessons of the Gods!
It being necessary in this Culture, as it has been to others before.

Friday, January 20, 2017

not my words- not my self

old reflection & noitcelfer dlo
 Before words were combinations of placed and spaced  letters,
 they were a magical divination of sound and meaning.
 Use your voice to make the sounds.
Speak from your Heart.

Before considering how  communication will be received and understood by others,
pay attention to how  thought and feeling merge within with intent, and will ,before expression.
A Sacred Place in an interior dimension, the Place where We access imagination, intuition, inspiration.
A formless unknown in which opinion emerges and ideas originate, off limits to outside influence
We are Spirit beings in bodies of Flesh with,
A Secret Door
A Hidden Library
part of Our Personal Package naturally in our possession.
  society conforms play to private, definitively not Public.
Super imposing the concept of, "claiming ownership "as an individual being,
Ego - Identity - Owner of Material Worldly assets-Power.
A sense of Self married with a social  concept of worth, value,place, strata,order, hierarchy,convenience, accuracy, acceptance of meaning.
language of belief

 Spirit Shaming, relationship divide
A social human pressure that applies limitation of opportunity and access,  to Free Exchange and ability.
 Anti-magic,judgement.denying independent individual ,hidden power, personal spiritual connection,
direct knowledge. fantastic formless friends and the like.

The emphasis on the quantifiable and qualifiable exchange of objective and subjective information of human lateral communication perverting prospects of person-hood as packaging and product.
Safety in numbers.
The Connection to wholeness, the Life force, the elusive mystery of Spirit movement,
 influence, wonder within , soul- immaterial timeless-inner voice listener ,
 part of the process of perception peripherally ,
as temporary physical manifestations of Cosmic Design- pattern- reason-stuff.

Natural Clairaudience is negated by computer confirmation communication culture.
Tool of the Times, and a super sense and sensitivity to Social Audience, overstimulated, simplified, stripped of subtlety . attention atrophy, awareness prioritized almost monopoly of all Trades and Talents.
  part of a Plan- that is not conceived as a inner director , but as a coercive exterior influence identified.
Relationship,  Recognition and Reality
     spaces between letters
that are not Our Own.

Thursday, January 12, 2017

not of my making- tools and trade

Developing and maintaining an active and passive dialogue with Spirits of Benefit, Generous, Gentle. giving, caring,sharing,exchange and transference of good will, Healing energy ,Love, Hope, positive vibrations.
Appealing Communication across and between space and time-distant planes,different Worlds.
Simultaneously outside and inside.
Profoundly Preposterous  Pairings, opposites and opposition of  Puzzle Parts polarity proportioning,pigments, paper,pencils production, place
Mechanical Material Mystification
Tools empower,connect,teach
crafting, control,create,custom
expression as a reflection of disposition
( environment )
( self )
involuntary response to Life
Ritual Performance Art 

Friday, January 6, 2017

not my imagination

"Not My work! ,Cerebra-spinal nervous system image copy, crop, computer,communication,culture, context.creative conduit content crisis ,unknown by Me. "

" Idea"
Original Source?   Who is the Artist?    Where is the individual?
What is credited for composition?
What are the connections in consciousnesses and caring?
Do I have a special scholarly shame sense located somewhere  in the lay out above...
Our Authentic True Self, not just a sense of feeling, but how things are assembled, connected, and related
Awareness is a collaborative process
  A Belief in the System of Believing in Systems.
 Feeling deep within feeling. comfort in organization,that we do not think or believe we have inside.
 unknown private personal intimate contact with the interior pathways of perception.
Cycles- patterns- Orders - Codes ,
Social perception is a natural comparative impulse, as are the protective defensive survival reflex toward a sensitive interior dimension of  Home, Self, property, Things we feel closely connected to..
Do We Learn Through a Sense of Belonging?
Bonding and connecting associations as they are presented to us.
Could thought, Memory, Ego, Mind stem from an inner need for acceptance?
How much of what and how we think and feel is determined by reward?
Responding to Praise!
Stimulating channels
Spirit Energy Flow
Vibration between
Language, Life, Experience and Form!
Eager to share!
Place, Anatomy, messenger , courier, receiving information from a outer World, translating and carrying the signal to the Brain for intelligent analysis and review,    or not.
Where did that come from?     I know I did not Make it.   continuity from creepy to cognitive, curious,crazy and cool.
Can I use it to illustrate My Point ? copy,  Publish it in My Personal Pagan Priestly Blog? without permission?
Sharing the image,  altered as presented on social media, as an Offering to Ancient Ways!
In pursuit of Sacred Knowledge !
Inner Mystery revealed!

Or is the point made on Me? Consent and My Creative Cult of Making?
 Attention stimulation response to images of others- outside of Self, feeds My Inner Soul.
 I am trying to record that here, the fire of inspiration
We are collecting points for more than we can hope to know or experience in any dimension.
More than we can think of, imagine,contemplate or worry about.

 It may be that many of the concepts of Self identity and the individual  independent decider hove been encouraged in current  consumer capitalist culture- connected to contract cable companies communication conspiracy .
Access to information
Out of Body, presence connection, company.
Make Sense?