Friday, March 27, 2015

Significant Strange Synchronous Serpentine Symbol Story, Shedding Sick School Society Shame Shared

I have My Wife attach the link to a reply from a friend to a friend.
One friend had sent photos and attached article marking the anniversary of a
mistreatment of Easter Bunnies .

Her feast Day March 30th!               so sayeth wikipedia!
Something in the serpents coils takes Me Back before I knew either Friend who still call me Brother.
Thirty five years ago,    I was Initiated with the older Brother of one of my Friends.
                        A Ruby Eyed Gold Snake Our Symbol
My alma mater part of an Ancient rivalry in academic atmospheres. cultures, reputations, competitions and Colleges.
Our  State  school Sibling was the supposedly  established  Snooty elitist clean cut , up tight scene , so We were the Fun  liberal free for All, good time campus\camp.
Or so it seemed in the seventies, when I had very little sense of self.
I had grown up a collector of story.   Stories about everything, everyone, everywhere.     It was how I made up  my sense of the world, from what was read and what was said.
As I gained direct experience with People , Places and Things , I saw the spectrum of perception in story as well as true false- dichotomy in  Folk Tales.Word on the Street, word of mouth,rumor . Outside forces of exaggeration and repetition , generalizations and seeming necessities to simplify and stereotype.
   Superstition         Scholarship      Soul/story  Survival   Sources   Spirits
I feel My Pagan Spiritual Awakening came in recognizing the Spirit  behind Things  .
Perhaps My youthful  attraction to the Barbarian Spirit is polarized as contra classical..A conditioned  response to presentation, where I turn the world into story.
I look for the action.
As a Fall Freshman  on the forensic team, living in a dormitory I experienced the environmental  shift in a spiritual planktonic institutional mass.I appeared to be less mature than My Age physically, and was even less developed emotionally.
I was not quite an independent being   .Home Sick.              adrift.
I was Surprised  to find focus the next Winter  quarter in a most unexpected place.
With the support, the  power of Personal attention combined with place\ home/base , help  I received pledging and participating in Greek Campus Culture I was empowered by belonging,and acceptance. My Identity and character were shaped by a Nu social influence, a New sense of safety/security/salvation for spring of nineteen eighty.
Powers of Friendship Group
I would survive as a student in my first Year and have a Mail Box in a walnut paneled  Party Castle, Territorial Behavior in Higher Learning.. Then a few established guys in the house decide that dead rabbits are a funny addition to Easter baskets delivered to the Sororities that turned down our social invitations. They took it upon themselves to do this in our name .  I had nothing to do with this but was very affected by it.
.I don’t know where they got the idea to do this, or if authorship ,originality is the issue ,as much as  Popularity and Legend are the forces behind the  Act.      Attention !    They thought It was funny.Sick Humor, Bad joke       memorable prank, outrageous act.           People would talk about this.
I hope I am not perpetuating any ill spirit, or inspiration for sick acts with the  writing of this post thirty five Years later.
I don’t mean to glorify them in pointing out that,they themselves were seeking glory in an intoxicated inebriated insensitive selfish way. I don’t know about who was the ring leader, or who followed ,they encouraged each other to do something they would not have done on their own.
The chapter took an enormous loss before I had been a member a Month .
Shortly after being  involved in a  traditional ritual ceremony of Brother making.,I find myself witness to a purge, guilt by association Officers expelled,.A representative of the National Fraternity had to come up for the formalities of their removal , it was rough spiritually and financially costly necessary disassociation, dissolving of bonds, betrayal of oaths,Turning your back on your sworn Brother ,Unconditional support  is a potentially dangerous concept…... It was in this vacuum that I became Chaplain  and found a vacancy in the factional Fun House for the next Year.
and the next three  ,same spot, sure special,
sever, separate, sacrifice. sending signals safely

Sunday, March 22, 2015

Don’t remember to forget this periodically

all of that, and even less, or am I repeating  Myself?

meaning of meandering mink on moss

Me making magic might be missing mastery and mystery.

Myths, Morals, Miracles Mine?

Maybe machinations by multitudes are misleading?

Memory,mind,marvel, mixing of maintenance and madness!

Looking for the outcomes,stalking answers, cornering wishes?

paranormal problem solving stratagems of sable and shadow.

Light and dark          horizontal and vertical

What about the  obvious, unexpected,

A presence , presenting itself,

passing through My field of awareness,

or front window .

Wednesday, March 18, 2015

tuning in and tuning out


we only need to do

We have a natural unthinking ability.

Spirit response, attention,movement.

We do not see all that our eyes view.

We do not hear all the sounds around us.

We do not feel all that we are touching.

We have a limited amount of control.

Tuning and timing

Sensory Gliding, Perceptual Surfing

Alternating currents

subliminal simplification

symbol and story and survival

We are between dimensions ourselves

Multiple worlds,alternate realities

This is nothing new

Older than old 

subsonic resonant harmonic vibration cycle waves returning echoes ring out and in!

before and after and always again!

It is not our intelligence or our will that make us directors of our spiritual/ magical journey.

We don’t need to join a club or take a class or read a book.

We don’t need to buy into what is being sold to be acknowledged for what we do.

We only need to do

Sunday, March 15, 2015

Family and Soul flight


Relatedness is a much stronger concept than autonomy.

I make a big deal about free will and action,the cornerstone of  choice and sacrifice…

We begin this life with relationships that are not of our making.

Born into this World , We find our selves bonded in relationship to Family, Mother, Father, Siblings. Names, Characters, roles that We learn to try to understand,relate to and adapt and grow with.

Before we develop a sense of Self  , we have an established group of others that we respond to, characterize ,and Identify with.

This is not just true of people, but supposedly non sentient animals and plants, and presumably hyper sentient  Indo- European  Gods and Goddesses.

Naturally occurring relationships and events that have nothing to do with individual  desire or intention.I do not believe they are a manifestation of consciousness or awareness but part of the anatomy of circumstance, quirk of existence.


The way it is.                                            I don’t know where it comes from.

 My Son's snap of spooked Eagle against the snow

It has been going on a long long time,

Before we were awake, or dreaming, We are Family.

Taking flight

carried by the same wind

Friday, March 13, 2015

The Natures of Multiples, Edutainment trickery , provoking Thought ,conjuring Genius,pursuing Muses


parmecium small

parmecium small

parmecium small

Are Ideas visitations? Is Memory outside of our Brain.Perhaps thinking is not a self contained process, but a strange shared habit.Intelligence, imagination, perception, understanding not being a function of individual nervous systems  but a Social Sub  human process of responding to environment

People are not the only learners on the planet.

Things have shared habits of group reference and mimicry.

The Many executive functions, decision, choices are based around,

What’s going on?   What’s Happening?       What’s Up?

My favorite,

What-cha dew-win?

.Collectively  we question and answer, we feel in touch, pool our awareness.

We stimulate and trigger dormant qualities and abilities in one another.

Synchrobugsity  and woo make obvious what was there all along

.We use each other to navigate, to think.To experience and act.

Energy, Vibration, Feeling, temperature, buzz or wave length, something that does not reside within  or belong to the individual acts as an agent of change, or Comfort/ discomfort.Direction director,Weather ,The Spectrum or range of behavioral norms are fueled by the Environments of the Time.

What to do?    is  the question the seed never asks.

Hard to Believe,

We were all once  an Egg having an out of body experience.

Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Multiple Natures

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There are the Multiple realities of our Waking World,
Our Sleeping World, that continues on despite Our being unconscious.
Our Dreaming World which may or may not seem real, but undeniably exists. ,
Our individual Life experience is made up of these very different states of Being.
Seeming singularities such as Self or Body are actually composites, parts pieced together that function as a whole.
Polydimensional perceivers, responders, We are more than what we think we know of our selves, We are far more flexible,mysterious,magical, transformative ,cosmically connected.
We are Changing,adaptive Signal energy of many Selves and Others
Part of the pulse of all, Conscious or Not We play some part, make some difference to some greater whole outside of our body .
We are favor givers
Identity is not what something is called by Self or Other.
It is not a Label or intention.
It is a Spirit that Makes its presence Known as a distinct individual.
Recognition,           Free            Action
Inspiration ,Spirit Building, Idea Growing
Thank You
Thank You in your many forms, in your many dimensions
Thank you for your protection,care and favor.
Thank You for being Many Things

Monday, March 9, 2015



Character and characterization as displayed or portrayed

BrigantiaFace on the Wood stove door glass

Circumstance and context communicate,create,craft

Nothing has one Nature

Sunday, March 8, 2015

Family Familiar Favorite Fire Friend Face




Naturally occuring untouched




I see the Face looking at Me



I saw Her eyes and Lips respond to Me



Bridget appears in My  Art,Home, Life a Lot

Friday, March 6, 2015

Favor and Favorites


A Favor is something that is not obliged.

It is not part of a preexisting deal or arrangement.

A good deed that is Freely given.

Favor may be the word that best describes the active principal of Group Worship in its simplest,commonest sense.

People ,needing a favor, seeking favor ,expressing gratitude for favors received.

Special attention

Some Groups build up around a contract or relationship that explains why they have special access to favor.

Not Me.

I believe The Favor Givers are doing Us a favor with their attention\attendance

They are the Ones who chose to make contact or not

As this Ancient Pagan Goddess of across the sea continues to do us Favor Here Now.

Groups that claim that it is  the Job of the favor giver as part of Cosmic Order take away the individual favor givers choice,attention,special treatment.Free Will.

I seek Favor by appealing to Good Will, Outside assistance from benevolent Contact.

Less emphasis on the importants of Oaths and details of agreement

A multitude of independent difference makers.  Cultural Hybrids carved in stone freed from time.Brigantia holds the world of the lands orbis terrarum

This is the Basis of inspiration , Volunteerisms,Charities,Sacrifice.

the Creative Connectivity  in Caring Contributing, ritually Charming outcomes.