Entanglement, intertwined bonds of relationship
Territorial control of Space ,or sense of Responsibility for Events.
Mock Combat, Conflict, Ritualistic Competition
Adversarial Attention. - Sensitivity - Pain – Need –Comfort
I began this Summer without the ribbon of the May Pole in My Hand. But a carefully tailored plastic Picc line inserted in a Vein in my Arm, and run up to my Heart.
Peripherally inserted central catheter
I was to have daily Infusions of an Anti Biotic to Kill the Microbial Life I had become Host to for the last four years..
exaggerating a essential Tremor and effecting my sense of Touch from a Distance .
Temporary accommodations were given of My Insides to Medicine and Science
A Great Act of Personal Trust.
By Midsummer The Foreign Object had been removed ,
I was assured that My Guests were all Dead.
I may be still feeling the damage they made, It takes Time to Mend.
I was Completely Clueless as to what could have precipitated the Violent Warp Spasms that sent Me on My First and second Ambulance Trips to the Hospital.
The Hurt was so focused and specific, so severe and direct,
Yet I had experienced no Injury
The Hospital is a place of Hope and Help.Drama and Tragedy
Doing It’s Best to anticipate the needs and care of the diverse community it serves,
I was in Need of special Care,
they found a room for Me to share
on the second floor.
Almost two weeks and two Roommates later’
After Every conceivable form of Testing and Imaging available for lease by My Healthcare Provider the source of the infection was not determined .
After three negative blood cultures,I had a Picc line put in so I could get out of the Hospital.
I love Home
,A different Enemy, I am told
Somewhere inside Me
Three times a day I slow push the Medicine kept in the Refrigerator, taken out a half hour before.
I hate that I cannot mediate this internal conflict myself. Requiring outside assistance.
Odd to put such a willful expression to being Unwelcoming .Inhospitable
To distancing myself from my Discomfort, disassociating from my circumstance.
The connection,and conflict involved with Free Will and Destiny.
What is infectious?
Life Drama and Location, Borders and Boundaries
Caring and Attention and Spirit
Kindness and cruelty, subject and object
Elements of Story that we are bound to, part of.
Travelers needing rest
Holding on,trying to Help
Our Place to Be.