Saturday, July 2, 2022

talking timing texture training


 All of us conditioned from childhood to redirect irrational fear of the invisible monster of the dark.

The menacing sensation under the bed or in the closet, a spooky feeling that hid away from company.

Trained to disengage our personal imaginative capacity
 in favor of the interactive experience of being stimulated by another 

A physical form familiar orienting referencing reminding us that we exist in a shared circumstance.
A lateral perceptual experience of acknowledging the expressions of others in our surroundings.

shifting sensitivities self and service social/cultural telephones and toppings trades trauma
trust/trap                                                       territorial tension                   safety/security
 in Toledo at the time
finding parallels in the class-class relationship with school and work environment
coworkers and customers - the general public- the real thing-the big picture-events and activities
roles and relationships         

location staff management ownership traffic turnover 
public school or private franchise pizza there was a unique quality of place influence on people.
not the same as across the bridge in other parts of town
differences in the experiential atmosphere wrapped up with the process and product
a character of spirit
flavor in the recipe
unaccounted for

that with the combined rational professional analyses and reporting... 
that there is no supernatural Agencey or Destiney of things and places...
No Spirit or soul in stuff or time...

All aspects of individuation are an enhanced attribute byproduct of human imagination
coupling experience and activity associations

People and popularity are the perpetuators plainly presented
interpreting the actions of the world in social contracts of human understandings
us and them
property ownership the sense of belonging bought and paid for
familiarity with a sales receipt 
comfy blanket or nightlight protection to drive away perceived ill
collective fear is directed as distrust
with an exaggerated threat emphasized of an unseen stranger, cultural outsider
different or other persons with simplified or undeveloped moral/legal respect

fitting in, or social acceptance becomes the invisible monster of the individual imaginative interior.
Cultivated Life lessons about world view impact generations and populations behavior as a group
the people story sensationalized passed on as product to people proliferating and promoting progress
could convenient corporate control corrupt collective community consciences communication collapse
Climate of catastrophe as commodity
Labels - Name Brands-uniforms and menus are useful tools for fulfilling expectations between consumer and producer bringing more lawful legitimacy and credibility to the exchange of objects and services

The reverse seems to hold true as a generality
 for groupings of people+ spirits or gods over time and place.
Commercially, politicly, philosophically, spiritually, organically 
ALL are living growing changing beings.
Traditional self-identification in ways of being
 spooked by the glamor of the labor-saving device 
empowered lifestyle evolving marketing

Maybe people feel different about who they are and how they are expected to behave with their peers in the community, challenging authority claiming independence from the whole as presented in the past
engaging personal choice decision authority with the world
shifting sensitivities self and service social/cultural telephones and toppings trades trauma
Truley grateful for this blog practice of my personal pagan priestly work shared with the world at large
-the general public- and anything in between. Contradicting commerce and convention

a picture from a yearbook      and a place to honor kindred spirits 

Wednesday, June 22, 2022

peer process program persuasion purpose parallels


                                                 (don't always pick the first to raise their hand!)

I overheard one of the other educators repeating the line 
from the organizations continuously updated program training manual
 while cleaning up and reviewing the day
my first of this season
 after the buses had pulled away.

I'm pretty sure it has been in the manual with context and explanation all along 
to give the organization its unique qualities character identity spirit soul.
I understand the reasoning and agree with the approach
 sometimes I struggle with aspect and application 
my personal abilities and the immediate situational response.

This season I identified with the excited hand in the air 
obvious awkward
enthusiastic responder who feels unrecognized.
I naturally feel an immediacy to question-answer ritualized activity and the truthfulness of it.
Life as quiz -game-puzzle
As a child unaware of the objective of moderating group activity
I would feel that something
disingenuous was taking place 
with the interaction and exchange
 of engagement and attention
of appreciation and respect

Teachers-students- classes -schooling seemed to involve mind reading 
Tuning in or tuning out to the expressions of other individuals' thoughts

Understanding being the goal of sincere compassionate communication,
Influence being the goal of that other non-poetic human manipulation tool.

Meanings Minds Memorys Motivations Multiplying Magical Metaphors

The patterns reproduced as framework of control over the environment of experience.

I began the season especially sensitive to all this teacher - student - class -school- feeling
having enrolled in a computer platform myself and My Son's finishing up at Bard.

The graduation ceremony held under a very large series of tall tents would not accept the gathered attendees until the required amount of time had passed since the last lightning event taking place.

The picturesque drama of the Hudson River School crossing with a dark dense thunderhead creeping out and over the storm front pushing through the Catskills
A place and time with company dreamlike profound and with purpose
conductive environment for commencement ceremony 
atmospheric activity
 electric discharge 
anticipated down pour
 waiting for the start
tension
pressure

The Institutions campus grounds had its origin as a seminary turned co-ed liberal college 
Its president was once the youngest and now may be the oldest continuous sitting

This was not My Alma Mater where my druid thing started
This was the place my buddy Bill talked about in Jersey City post college nostalgia as

 We made regular seasonal ritual
Sacred opportunity for worship
Sacrifice for the Earth Mother and many others
what you might call Green Man Grove ADF
presumably a proto priesthood period for my person

My Wife -mother of the graduate was not part of any vision that I had received early on,
connected to prayers answered and sacred ritual since midsummer of ninety-nine
Grove organizer of Our Whole Grove protogrove ADF the whole time

 she was driving the car-had packed peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, cookies, snacks, water and umbrellas

The back seat carried special guests, old friends,
the god father Frank - wearing my dad's jacket was unfamiliar with the school
My best man Lee worked played lived there and abouts - in his youth
knowing a place   filled up with places with spaces and places of their own

All voluntary relationships of mutual learning sharing and appreciation
People I have partied and played with
 prayed with 
Worked with struggled with
This Life Experience as perceived and pondered

personal peer perceptual projectors protectors proponents

Ritual Ceremony 2hours late 4 hours long,
Lots of Latin, packed in a crowd with uncomfortable chairs unreasonably close with the best view of the back of the persons head  sitting in front of you.
Funny because who ever sat behind me... saw me/knows me from the vantage point I am most unaware.
Observing the accomplishments of the many devoted and hard working souls
students structured and presented in parade viewed live or at an odd angle on wide screen above.

I got through it with the good company assembled 
My buddy Bill joining as we lined up to enter the tents slipping in and out of familiar ground/space.
My Wifes peanut butter and jelly keeping me from falling off my chair on to the guest of another graduate..
Eventually it was over,
The regimented formality of order
to give the organization its unique qualities character identity spirit soul.

From the perspective of My son and his peers
The last week was a mirror of their first week with the campus to themselves.
4 years later
It ends with your class dressing up in ritual garb
 lining up and waiting for your name to be called
to be recognized
after waiting your turn
and learning your place
with the characteristic imprint of that group bond/brand
moderated group activity/ experience
                something
             was taking place 
with the interaction and exchange
 of engagement and attention
of appreciation and respect

Meanings Minds Memorys Motivations Multiplying Magical Metaphors

The patterns reproduced as framework of control over the environment of experience.








Thursday, May 12, 2022

Krispy original vision

character context concept circumstance comradery 
 maybe as simple as caring

the opposite of nobody cares

everything cares

everything collections connections complexity 

nothing completely indifferent oblivious

the opposite polarity of the ever-present care world is neglect


caring coupled with kindness are commonly exchanged

 between subjects and objects of all shapes and forms


when there is no obvious benefit to the individual the behavior cannot be rationally explained


Friendly feedback loops feature as a repeated structural pattern of cycles and systems.


Feelings

Futures

Families

Food

Fuel 

Finding

components in a moving body within a moving body

consequence curiosity crossing consciousness containment

nothing is static

nothing is singular

environmental constraints limit the activities and behaviors perceptions and functions of all

Mutuality

Symbiosis

attention appreciation affection

collaboration

cooperation


caring coupled with kindness are commonly exchanged

 between subjects and objects of all shapes and forms

Monday, April 25, 2022

totipotent transmission tales


 
 


                                                     Behavior begins before the body
Aspects of character disposition spirit soul of individuals exist
in part before taking physical material form.
As fragments of the suns light
All things
energy traveling
piece of the old original
idea
plan
design
person
flower
flame
future
The King and the land are one.
Ecosystems direct the life cycles of inhabitants.
fertility
following
fallen
passions
desires
play
identity
part of the new authentic
traveling energy
things All
moving between night and day
as we chose
as we grow
as we conceive
as we create
as we change

Tuesday, April 12, 2022

reconnecting ritually regularly respectfully recognizing reaching reacting reappearance response


Bodies

Basically, a hollow tube with openings at either end for material from the outside to pass

through with symmetrical appendages to better interact and engage with surroundings.


Central to individualization is this axial turning at the center of being the endless process of feeding the fire within.

Life on earth is Kin to the original metamorphic traveling temporary tube father of flesh.

pondering the potential personhood of pollen as part of process 
that whole nature preserves novelty thing
conceptual catalyst creative complexity

Old time father death is the great connector of all the bodies of earth


We are generational beings that experience life force 
not in the shapes and forms of things as much as the way they behave

what moves?
what is it doing?

individuals and groups 
inside and out
bodies from bodies before bodies from bodies of before behaving

what moves?
temporary transient trigger trans dimensional tube telepathy teaching twirly
everything moves
reemergent regenerative vascular conduits and couplings
living with no pause or rewind control
just the ability to behave in the moving moment
Bodies


Wednesday, March 23, 2022

culture is habitual human bias



 People pleasing is ingrained in human language and thought

Belief is the interpretation of meaning from experience, not the experience event as perceived.
 
Experience remembered and passed on to others has been disappearing in languages and landscapes.

Dominant culture more virulent than dominant traits biologically speaking

People more inclined to respond to artificial stimulation than natural phenomenon

Tending to avoid the unpleasant and ignore the uninteresting
 human expression is paired with popular acceptance

Things are valued or respected based upon their benefit to the human condition 

Shelter and sustenance social stylings learned survival language revival location lost

There is a human economic message contained within language use and learning/ teaching

Historically

Recording technology busted the sacred scribe literate trade monopoly of influence

Popular culture is contrasted with traditional culture

 production distribution circulation audience market sponsored commerce
words and meanings of a competing nobility of livestock and property ownership
carry with it directive information of distant generations to a future scenario of human understanding
a new definition of what it is to share, feel and respond, as a group

Belief

Human attention has never been directed so indirectly as by the participation in the glamorization of a good thing or false presentation of something to be other than it is
A human narrative style that imparts an inaccurate moral judgmental simplicity as entertainments 
or politics
and religions

a divide between how things are and how we are accustomed to make sense of things 
as people


Choice and the value of choosing are inherited cultural environments developing humans are conditioned and socialized by sometimes.
Choice may be the first human invention.
way before fire 
I would guess

Friday, March 11, 2022

nature does not lie


 Everything produces waste = All products of change

All metabolism is based upon the conversion of elements obtained from outside of the body

Breath and breathing have associations with soul and spirit

Crap and crapping have different associations and meanings

Painting portraits of viruses trying to imagine an existence without respiration or organs

A cunning container of code for replication of a large number of cunning code containers

Immobile inert particle essence of the previous generation from a different time and place

Activated by the living waters of another host cell

Moving with meaning

Springing into action

Purpose in replication

Opportunity generates generations

What changes with all the changing going on?

All organisms reproduce at a rate well beyond the ability of the environment to sustain them all.

Earth message over eons biological evolution is rude and real relationship with ALL life and death.