not the last of, not the least of

 Mysterious communications

Magic of discourse and dialogue.
Messages sent,
Messages received.

past private picture portraying public pagan political progressive pondering parallel popular premonition  puppet-play-pandemonium pursuit possibility- personal priestly power proclivity promise premise persuasive parody protagonist

Debate as a form of prayer,
Learning as a Spiritual Journey,
Inquiry as a devotional technique,

not my understanding, not to mention-not with standing

ᚦᚱᛖᛞᛨᚦᚨᚢᛏᛏᚦᛁᛝᛝ

 Perhaps,
Pagan Praise Poetry Patterns had as much to do with Worldly Patrons, as Personal Practice of  Magical Art.
It being necessary in a Culture that Sees bragging about your own-
( skill, wealth,deeds -merits-good fortune,)
 a potential invitation for trouble for you in the future.
Ones upon a time...

If My rusty recollection of reverent,relevance, reference is right ,
Reciting remembered reason in three acceptable respectable ways.

The rowdy, call to action!
The sorrowful,  lament of loss.
The calming,  rest, and  dream.

The basic repertoire of the competing  Bards who sought  favor in the halls, and at the functions of Noble Patrons.
These Roots of using voice and ritual to show respect and Honor have a shadow in the Satirist.
Instead of persuasive magical speech that avoids insult, there is a intent that is offensive.
Instead of winning reward in fair play, the original satirist was trying to extract award as redress for perceived  offense or wrong doing.

 Black Mail? confronting Power? Character assassins  , real or imagined are the illegitimate sorcerers of the dark arts of cursing-foul play -shameful / social antagonism .
Dirty nasty Poetic polarity, professionally you can't have it both ways particularly with a emphasis on class division and specialized labor.

The legitimate guild of praise magic and the  illegitimate magic use of word and action for insult and injury were perceived as being related to one another by the practitioners, at times, but could never be acknowledged or recognized by the Patron- Nobility - Class.
I wonder about the poetic process,
inspiration,motivation,intention,the magical conduit of thought and energy that People are,
Love and Hate

Perhaps,
There is a unseen vocational Spiritual Directing intelligence in Politics and Religion .
Maybe, specialization and expertise skill and craft, applied arts, are lessons of the Gods!
It being necessary in this Culture, as it has been to others before.

not my words- not my self

old reflection & noitcelfer dlo

 Before words were combinations of placed and spaced  letters,
 they were a magical divination of sound and meaning.
 Use your voice to make the sounds.
Speak from your Heart.

Before considering how  communication will be received and understood by others,
pay attention to how  thought and feeling merge within with intent, and will ,before expression.
A Sacred Place in an interior dimension, the Place where We access imagination, intuition, inspiration.
A formless unknown in which opinion emerges and ideas originate, off limits to outside influence
We are Spirit beings in bodies of Flesh with,
A Secret Door
A Hidden Library
part of Our Personal Package naturally in our possession.
  society conforms play to private, definitively not Public.
Super imposing the concept of, "claiming ownership "as an individual being,
Ego - Identity - Owner of Material Worldly assets-Power.
A sense of Self married with a social  concept of worth, value,place, strata,order, hierarchy,convenience, accuracy, acceptance of meaning.
language of belief

 Spirit Shaming, relationship divide
A social human pressure that applies limitation of opportunity and access,  to Free Exchange and ability.
 Anti-magic,judgement.denying independent individual ,hidden power, personal spiritual connection,
direct knowledge. fantastic formless friends and the like.

The emphasis on the quantifiable and qualifiable exchange of objective and subjective information of human lateral communication perverting prospects of person-hood as packaging and product.
Safety in numbers.
 
The Connection to wholeness, the Life force, the elusive mystery of Spirit movement,
 influence, wonder within , soul- immaterial timeless-inner voice listener ,
 part of the process of perception peripherally ,
as temporary physical manifestations of Cosmic Design- pattern- reason-stuff.

Natural Clairaudience is negated by computer confirmation communication culture.
Tool of the Times, and a super sense and sensitivity to Social Audience, overstimulated, simplified, stripped of subtlety . attention atrophy, awareness prioritized almost monopoly of all Trades and Talents.
  part of a Plan- that is not conceived as a inner director , but as a coercive exterior influence identified.
Relationship,  Recognition and Reality
     spaces between letters
that are not Our Own.

not of my making- tools and trade

Developing and maintaining an active and passive dialogue with Spirits of Benefit, Generous, Gentle. giving, caring,sharing,exchange and transference of good will, Healing energy ,Love, Hope, positive vibrations.
Appealing Communication across and between space and time-distant planes,different Worlds.
Simultaneously outside and inside.
Profoundly Preposterous  Pairings, opposites and opposition of  Puzzle Parts polarity proportioning,pigments, paper,pencils production, place
Mechanical Material Mystification
Tools empower,connect,teach
crafting, control,create,custom
expression as a reflection of disposition
(mood)
(atmosphere)
( environment )
( self )
involuntary response to Life
Ritual Performance Art 

not my imagination

"Not My work! ,Cerebra-spinal nervous system image copy, crop, computer,communication,culture, context.creative conduit content crisis

 ,unknown by Me. "

" Idea"
Original Source?   Who is the Artist?    Where is the individual?
What is credited for composition?
What are the connections in consciousnesses and caring?
Do I have a special scholarly shame sense located somewhere  in the lay out above...
Our Authentic True Self, not just a sense of feeling, but how things are assembled, connected, and related
Awareness is a collaborative process
  A Belief in the System of Believing in Systems.
 Feeling deep within feeling. comfort in organization,that we do not think or believe we have inside.
 unknown private personal intimate contact with the interior pathways of perception.
Cycles- patterns- Orders - Codes ,
Social perception is a natural comparative impulse, as are the protective defensive survival reflex toward a sensitive interior dimension of  Home, Self, property, Things we feel closely connected to..
Do We Learn Through a Sense of Belonging?
Bonding and connecting associations as they are presented to us.
Could thought, Memory, Ego, Mind stem from an inner need for acceptance?
How much of what and how we think and feel is determined by reward?
Responding to Praise!
Stimulating channels
Spirit Energy Flow
Vibration between
Language, Life, Experience and Form!
Eager to share!
Place, Anatomy, messenger , courier, receiving information from a outer World, translating and carrying the signal to the Brain for intelligent analysis and review,    or not.
Where did that come from?     I know I did not Make it.   continuity from creepy to cognitive, curious,crazy and cool.
Can I use it to illustrate My Point ? copy,  Publish it in My Personal Pagan Priestly Blog? without permission?
Sharing the image,  altered as presented on social media, as an Offering to Ancient Ways!
In pursuit of Sacred Knowledge !
Inner Mystery revealed!

Or is the point made on Me? Consent and My Creative Cult of Making?
 Attention stimulation response to images of others- outside of Self, feeds My Inner Soul.
 I am trying to record that here, the fire of inspiration
We are collecting points for more than we can hope to know or experience in any dimension.
More than we can think of, imagine,contemplate or worry about.

 It may be that many of the concepts of Self identity and the individual  independent decider hove been encouraged in current  consumer capitalist culture- connected to contract cable companies communication conspiracy .
Access to information
Out of Body, presence connection, company.
Make Sense?