What is the Big Deal?
Why does everything have to be such a Big deal?
Part of a complex fabric, twisted and woven, intertwined and intermingled?
Lots of little deals! each knot a binding, an exchange agreement, or understanding.
Each fiber placed and pulled and given new form and meaning ,purpose and plan.
Individual strands of thread are given,
Identity!
and Destiny!
There are no heroic tales of the struggles with free will of the errant string .
We have a much more visceral Pagan association of insides and outsides,
with the guts of the world woven into a tapestry that we are inseparably part of.
Our sense of Self is related to how we perceive that which is not self, or other.
Our Sense of comfort is all about the feeling of fit with our immediate surroundings or space.
Our Body, Our Envelope of control and awareness, yes,
but our butt as well, Out of sight, out of mind , our unthinking seat
We are mostly made up of a lot of unawareness,and we don’t have control of much.
Nothing to be ashamed of.
Part of our Authentic Self.
You don’t need to be thoughtful, willful and compassionate about anything and everything.
You should recognize that you do embody that possibility
You have that magic power,
To use or not,
in between breaths
without thinking
Just for being here
A part of it all
Sitting
Now,
One of the things I feel I can say with some degree of certainty is that things don’t often turn out exactly as they are imagined or planned for, This holds true for Prayer and wishes too.
It is not all about Intent,
It is not about the judgment of success or fear of failure,
It is not a matter of targeting your goal and making that change.
It isn’t about your magic control or mastery of forces ..
It’s not about knowing what you are doing
It is realizing that we are doing
certain of the uncertain effects our actions have
Not Knot Theory
There is a larger frequency and probability of undiscovered indirect effects of actions and Spirits on one another.
A certainty in the patterning and ordering nature of Things
The Cloth or the web,
Our references
The links and turns of connectivity that are seemingly not random or accidental.
The singularity is not in the definition of boundaries and borders of one body from another.
Existence is not a spatial dominance contest about influence and proportions
It is the quest within the question, to search out the Directing agents,
The Crafting Hands in the Making
The Spinners, the Weavers.
Not to Beg and grovel for a better lot in life, Not to seek favor or advantage .
Wanting to be witness of wonder and perhaps copy the creative Act
For those of us who find purpose in puzzle, and wonder in Art.a greater reward than acquisition and accumulation there is this….
The reaffirmation , of our ability to reach out and connect a new
We all share the same life line.
attachments, our relationships,
Our alignments
To seek Comfort, Knowledge, and Blessing
